Thursday, December 30, 2004

"t" for tsunami

08:45am...just arrived in the office

26 December '04: I was shocked by Tsunami tragedy last Sunday.
Until to date 21,500 peoples was died in 11 country affected by this
waves death and reported as the world’s biggest earthquake in 40
years which was triggered by a massive earthquake off the coast of Sumatra.


Such a relief when I canceled my holiday at Batu Feringgi, Penang...fuuuhhhhh
I would like to express my deep condolences to all tsunami vistims and
those who lost their loved ones.

Setiap perkara yang terjadi ada HIKMAH nye dari Allah SWT.

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Yesterday, I'm having lunch with my ex-co worker, Mr Hanafiah at SS14.
He bring along his childhood friend , Mr Anuar.

Guess what?? I signed up to be "Ahli Puteri Umno" Cawangan Subang Jaya, SS15
- Bahagian Kelana Jaya.

I was so happy because finally I can contribute something meaningful
to my society, descent and nation.

Practically I will take part in charity and volunteer programme (not only political matter) during my involvement.

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after work, I accidently met my old friends whom i knew during Matriculation in Penang.
Arip and Fadzlie...Arip currently attached at DP Associate as Structural Engineer and Fadzlie being a DBKL Enforcer. Such a smart guy...Wish them luck in their future undertaking


...dia tak marah, tapi selalu majuk majuk...hmmm tak tau nak "tackle" camne ?

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

"Creep"

25 December 2005...

Merry Xmas everybody..HoHoHo
Friday nite I spent my time in Hartamas, have a lite supper and
hang out with Bee, Ying and my co-workers. Eventhough, I met them
just a while but I was so happy because I managed to keep my promise :)

Wanna to hang out with u guys next time!!

12:00 midnite
Happy Birthday Sofea a.k.a Opie~25th
Sofea/Sopia is one of my best friend ever after...(kawan dunia akhirat)
I knew her for almost 8 years since our first encountered during
Matriculation in MIT, Penang. This Capricon gurl is very charmed,
soft hearted, talented, and pretty too... (no wonder she got so many S.A)hehehe

Who knows she can be a famous journalist someday...her blog ---> http://www.danchan.com/weblog/kulatkulat
We have been thru a lot, thick and thin...good and bad times together

I wish u great happiness and May GOD Bless U, sayanggg

Love alwiz;
Jesse

~~one of my fav. song


Creep-Radiohead


When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather.In a beautiful world.
I wish I was special.
You're so fucking special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts.
I wanna have control.
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special.
I wish I was special.


But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out the door.
She's running out, she's run, run, run, run...run...

Whatever makes you happy.
Whatever you want.You're so fucking special.
I wish I was special.But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't belong here.



...hujung minggu tanpa dia, rinduuuuu banget nieh..takpe as long as u happy with
ur fren, me pun tumpang happy

Friday, December 24, 2004

"When U Say Nothing At All"

When You Say Nothing At All (Alison Krauss)

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Old Mr. Webster could never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

...utk dia, saya pun sukaaaaaaaaaaaaa sangat :)

Thursday, December 23, 2004

--->>Kung Fu Hustle<<---

Last nite went to GSC Mid Valley watched special screening of
Stephen Chow latest action comedy "Kung Fu Hustle"
As been expected, hall theater full with huge crowd and fanatic fans...


Unfortunately, it was a nightmare to me coz i got the first row seated
and end up with neck ache!!! Anyway, thx Zam


However, it was fun and i laughed out loud few times in the cinema.
HaHa~~HAHAAA~ ...Plan to catch it once again


...untuk dia lagi, nak nonton 10x boleh??

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Izan's Wedding


Marriage Posted by Hello


Izan's Wedding Posted by Hello


CONGRATULATIONS to IZAN & WAN on their marriage 18/12/2004

It was an honoured when Izan chosed me as her Bridesmaid..i was
totally nervous
during the occasion but i keep on focused and relaxed carried out my duty.

Izan looked really pretty that day wearing Gold Kebaya with her gorgeous groom.
However, nite before the event, i ve found out that my "baju kebaya" wasnt matched with bridegroom dress color, luckily Izan came out with an idea and lend me her beautiful "shawl". Thx to Kak Fiza for making transformation to my face..hehehe

The wedding day went lovely-greenish+yellow in color.
Though im little bit tired, i was so happy to be part of it!! Great exprience, scouting around the bride and mingle with guests...


LAST BUT NOT LEAST..I Love U Izan, and i wish u happiness in endless ways... have a wonderful Honeymoon day in Phuket...:)


...dah tak de kawan nak pi outing, izan dah kawen, tapi aku tetap bahagia sebab
si dia sentiasa ada si sini menemani aku, (petang Sabtu memang sangat sangat rindu kat dia)
walaupun kadang-kadang aku rasa perasaan si dia sentiasa tak keruan..hmmmm, kenapa yea??


Saturday, December 18, 2004

He LeFt mE, He Left mE nOT

Sometimes i'm wondering why some people say "SORRY" when most of us cannot bring ourselves to do it. ..Yesterday i got sms saying, "I'm SORRY"

I got explanation from one site in the Net:
Even when people do manage to say "sorry", they often do not mean it

"Sorry" is still the hardest and, therefore, rarest word in the world.
Most seem to adopt the philosophy of Jackie Fisher, the First World War Admiral, who said, "Never apologise, never explain".

There are many reasons why people do not or will not say sorry.
Some refuse to accept that they could ever possibly be wrong, and so do not ever see the need for it. Others regard apologising as a sign of weakness.
Still others reason, "She never says sorry when she’s wrong so why should I?"

stornowayfreenews.com


Hard to Say I'm Sorry -Az Yet

Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other

Even lovers need a holiday
ooohFar away from each other

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say
I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you, baby

And after all thats been said and done
You're just the part of me
I can't let goooooh bup bup bup bup

Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away awaaaaaaaay
Far away from the one that I love

Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go

And after all that we've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you

And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go

I can't let go.


...untuk dia, terima kasih sebab belanja,sebab tunggu, sebab datang...makan cukup banyak, hati senang lalalalal:)

Friday, December 17, 2004

{ JaNuArY }

i'm taking sandwich, nasi lemak and milo ais for breakfast this morning...feel so good:)



Sulug Island in Sabah Posted by Hello



yesterday me and my friends planning an outing to one of Islands in Borneo..Pulau Manukan, Sabah. http://www.cuti.com.my/Sub/Sabah/guide_tunku.htm
Ina was pure excited with this expedition since she never been to Sabah before!
As my side, i have to well-planned our trip otherwise our $$$ isn't worth at all..
I've decided to take tour package under http://www.borneo-wildlife.com/
I also thinking to experience one of adventure activity there, that was "water rafting"
Sound KEWL!!!

---> i love this song very much esp. the melody

Januari (GLEN)

Berat bebanku
Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku
Sirna...

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak
Pada kita

Reff:Kasihku
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan
Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini
Melodi rintihan kati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di Januari
Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
Wow....pergilah


...untuk Dia, saya sayang awak..dan terima kasih kerana menerima saya dengan seadanya!
rasanya cukup indah dan saya tak mahu perasaan ini hilang begitu cepat ...

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Ever

slept earlier from usual last night..08:00pm, really wanted to see him,though

these are few lines from my best friends:

"u are hurting a wrong person..."

"jess, i miss him so badly..."

finally, i make conclusion.. i'm afraid of losing...i'm afraid of punishment
i felt so bad now:(


....dan sakitnye jiwa bila call tak angkat, sms tak reply..huhuhu
sekarang baru ko rasa apa yang orang lain rasakan!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

The REASON

...get back to work after quite long vacation.^_ ^
had a great times and lot of sweet memories ;) even no pict at all!
feel bit sorrow for leaving him but i got to be stronger so that i can meet him again, perhaps...

thx dude fetched me last nite ...(as u said "jc, selagi terdaya...")

deep inside my heart i would like to apologize to somebody (1,2,3......)
who had given me a big trust but for certain reason i'm failed to hold the trust..
i'm sorry my dear


"The Reason" HOOBASTANK
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to knowI've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Thursday, December 09, 2004

...Never Be The Same Again

having a hot milo in front of screen..yumm yumm sedapppp...
on friday i'll be taking my leave (hope i got time to meet him)

...yesterday 7 December was my buddy's Besday "NUPPY"...
"Happy Birthday" darling
we have small celebration in Hartamas with Wanie, Exike, me and besday boy.
i like Nuppy so much...to Nuppy, be yourself, keep creative n boost
ur confident as u been grow up much older..hehehe

Once again, this song i dedicated to him

"Never Be The Same Again" MELANIE C

Come on. Ooh, yeah.
Never be the same again.
I call you up whenever things go wrong.
You're always there. You are my shoulder to cry on.
I can't believe it took me quite so long.
To take the forbidden step.
Is this something that I might regret?

(Come on, come on)Nothing ventured nothing gained.
(You are the one)A lonely heart that can't be tamed.
(Come on, come on)I'm hoping that you feel the same.
This is something that I can't forget.

I thought that we would just be friends.
Things will never be the same again.
It's just the beginning it's not the end.
Things will never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
Now we've opened up the door.
Starting tonight and from now on.
We'll never, never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Now I know that we were close before.
I'm glad I realised I need you so much more.
And I don't care what everyone will say.
It's about you and me.
And we'll never be the same again.

Nite and day.Black beach sand to red clay.
The US to UK, NYC to LA.
From sidewalks to highways.
See it'll never be the same again.
What I'm sayin'My mind frame never changed 'til you came rearranged.

But sometimes it seems completely forbidden.
To discover those feelings that we kept so well hidden.
Where there's no competition.
And you render my condition.
Though improbable it's not impossible.
For a love that could be unstoppable.


But wait.A fine line's between fate and destiny.
Do you believe in the things that were just meant to be?
When you tell me the stories of your quest for me.
Picturesque is the picture you paint effortlessly.

And as our energies mix and begin to multiply.
Everyday situations, they start to simplify.
So things will never be the same between you and I.
We intertwined our life forces and now we're unified.

(Come on, come on)Things will never be the same again.
(You are the one)Never be the same again
.It's not a secret anymore.
We'll never be the same again.
It's not a secret anymore.
We'll never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.
Never be the same again.

Untuk dia..you dont have to force ur self into this, if u think u r not prepare enough

ikhlas..?terima kasih bebanyak..
tapi aku harapkan keadaan sebegini adalah lebih baik dari keadaan
yang pernah kau lewati sebelum nie..
...orang cakap "jangan sayangkan seseorang sebab kita kesiankan dia"
hemmmm..entahlah

tapi aku ingat kata-kata dia semalam.."simpan rindu untuk seorang sahaja..!"
aku rasa memang ada betulnye sebab terus terang aku cite,
sekarang aku sakit..sakit sebab hati yang satu nielah aku simpan
untuk beberapa hati yang lain...;(

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Platonic love

this morning i searched thru MR.Google to find what "Platonic Love"
is all about
and this is what i've found...

Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship.
But such a love doesn't always stay platonic.
Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line,
between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult.

and some of charateristic fall into this subject are:
  • friendship
  • not sexual
  • caring
  • doing thing together
  • not physical
  • supportive
  • enjoy each other's company
  • feel relaxed with the person
  • happiness
  • helping the person
  • normal behavior
  • sharing
  • trust
  • contentment
  • feel free to talk about anything
  • being reliable
  • respect

have u been falling in love with ur truly best friend and at the same
time u r afraid losing him and u cant bear to accept the fact that u
are already crossed
the thin line exists between Friendship and Love?

UNTUK DIA...just STAY..STAY!!!:)


Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Malaysian Cup 2004: Kedah Vs Perlis

....Saturday nite in Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil, was spectacular!
with almost 60,000 crowd flooding the arena...
overwhelming Kedah supporter wearing "HIJAU - KUNING" jersey
while their rival, Perlis in "BIRU - KUNING"

unfortunately Kedah team failed to accomplished this mission after
defeated by Perlis squad 1 - 0 in 90 minutes battle...

Kedah supporter so depressed with this losing because it was terrible
big mistake done by Kedah gol keeper when he missed chance for
saving the ball!

However, well done to Kedah players...PULUN KEDAH PULUN!!!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Sleepy Week..ZzzZZZ

i was so sleepy this week and can't focus much on my daily work
in fact i keep on yawning during 9 half hours in office!!ZzzZZZzz

i think this is because im failed to manage my time wisely and
i slept at 04:00am almost everyday

plzzz..im so tired and need some space!!


p/s..kalau tak sekarang aku dah terbang jauh ke seberang..rindu nie :)


Thursday, December 02, 2004

"You Make Me Wanna"

yesterday, after went back from work i'm having so much fun
and private chatting with one of my best friend
and this is how i felt now...


Usher: You Make Me Wanna

this is what you do
this is what you do
this is what you do

You make me wanna leave the one I'm with
Start a new relationship with you
This is what you do
I think about a ring and all the things that come along with you
Make me

Before anything began between us
You were like my best friend
The one I used to run and talk to
When me and my girl was having problems
You used to say it'll be OK Suggest little nice things I should do
And when I go home at night and lay my head down
Last thing I think about was you
And how

Now what's bad is you're the one that hooked us up
Knowing it should have been you
What's sad is that I love her but I'm falling for you
What should I do Should I tell my baby bye-bye
Should I do exactly what I feel inside
Could I, I don't wanna go, don't need to stay
But I really need to get it together

At this point the situation's out of control
I never meant to hurt her
But I gotta let her go
And she may not understand it
While all of this is going on I tried, I tried to fight it
But the feeling's just too strong
You make me, make me

You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You make me wanna
You makin' me

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

My Best Friend Wedding

Many good friend of mine finally tying the knot on this coming December...

i wanna take this opportunity to say CONGRATULATIONS
to these bride & bridegroom:
  • Azza & Shah -28 November 2004
  • Izan & Wan - 18 December (will be her bridesmaid ^_^)
  • Yoyo & Apai- 18 December
  • Jaja & Partner - 18 December

People say; have fun and enjoy the wedding day because
you're only supposed
to do it once, after all...

In Islamic view: Marriage in Islam is a contract that legalises sex
between men and women so that there are no illegitimate offspring.
Because it is legally binding each spouse has legal rights and obligations to accomplish.
Here each partner may put in writing anything that is of course not against the tenets of Islam.

-Azmi Datuk Dr Md Rais( Syariah Lawyer)

..aku nie bila lah pulak sampai serunyer???