Friday, May 27, 2005

aku ke...?

aku ke...

...yang dia ingat, dia rindu..?
...yang gambar diletakkan di bwh bantal setiap kali nak tido?
...yang sentiasa dinanti-nantikan panggilan dan sms di hp?
...yang nama didoakan setiap kali menghadap Tuhan?
...yang diharapkan muncul di dalam mimpi setiap kali pejam mata?

aku ke..aku ke..?kalau bukan aku..malu nyer akuuuuuuuuu .........perasan sorang sorang!!!

hurmm...tapi jawapan dari aku untuk dia sudah pasti.YA,MEMANG AWAK!!!

weekend check list:

saturday: cm +dewa concert
sunday:work+nak pegi jauhhhhhhhh

dahdahhdahhhhhhh abis

Thursday, May 26, 2005

for better or worse

He asked me:

"gurl..u want to have him as ur life time partner or just for ur own damn pleasure"?

me: speechless.. of course I want to have a pure love and I want to be with him for the rest of my life...
coz I've been waiting for so lonnggggggggggg....

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

worst day!!!#!@#@$*%^&*

I considered today is the worst day of my routine office work...!i can't even delivered 1 percent of my development module task!!plus my PAT was overdue

I encountered a lot of bugs-fatal error is caused by the web flow that out of synchronization and CVS hit error too..couldn't find the solution.
besides my machine keep on crashing whole day......

SHUT UP OJ!!!U GETTING ME SICK.............!!
dying slowly...........................................................................!damnnnnnn

should meet my best buddy to release this tension...UWAAAAAAAAAAAA

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Seminggu yang pergi....

Banyak benda yang akan terlepas bila kita tak pandai memanfaatkan masa dan peluang yang ada. Sebab mungkin esok atau lusa kita tak sempat untuk mengggunakan peluang tersebut! Alangkah baiknya kalau aku peroleh peluang tue...

Perkara yang tak di buat dalam seminggu:
- Tak jumpa dia so banyak bendaaa yang terlepas
- Tak breakfast sesama
- No live chatting and sweet conversation
- Tak dapat tumpang kereta bila stayback balik tengah tengah malam
- Takde dah kutukan maki straight depan muka
- Tak ade imaginasi dan lawak lawak bodo
- ..................

Sebenarnya banyak perkara yang hilang yang turut buat semangat aku hilang. Lately aku memang kureng waras!!
Aku tak pasti kalau benda benda yang hilang tu akan hilang bukan setakat seminggu tetapi mungkin berbulan dan bertahun tahun... Terus terang aku katakan yang aku bukan jenis manusia yang suka membusykan diri semata mata nak melupakan sesuatu yang aku paling sayang dalam hidup ini.(walaupun aku memang bzzzzzzzz)
Bagi aku selagi ada nafas, aku simpan dia dalam nyawa aku!

Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu

Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku

Saturday, May 21, 2005

never ending story...

saturday - work

sunday -gotta work

monday - have to work!!!

me & him - ??? over n over again

abdi bogoh ka anjeun, azmieeeeeeeeeee
(thk sopia 4 sundanese dialect)

Friday, May 20, 2005


special for him...

I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off
I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on
I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on
The Christmas tree, I wish I was the star that went on top
I wish I was the evidence, I wish I was the grounds
For 50 million hands upraised and open toward the sky

I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me
I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me
I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good
I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood
I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun
I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on

I wish I was the pedal brake that you depended on
I wish I was the verb 'to trust' and never let you down
I wish I was a radio song, the one that you turned up
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish and I guess it carries on

-pearl jam-

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Does your name begin with..?

Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you Throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.

hemmm...does ur name really mirror yourself?

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

"yin fen"

J: How long do u think it takes to fall in love?
O: A minute

O: How long did it take you to fall in love with me?
J: Much less than that

I hate when people teasing about him..It's so unfair!!!
I wish I can live in one place that nobody know about our sequel...
for me people can't simply judge on what they heard...uncertainty will always happen

Im too unhealthy condition is getting worse..I shall go to specialist to combat this affection!!!!

nite jess..misssssssssssssssssssssss him

Redang Paradise

I just returned home from a great vacation in Redang Island, Terengganu. Everything was perfect and I had awesome time there despite went back with tanned skin...

From the perfect weather, modest campsite, delicious food to fantastic snorkeling. I also got my first swimming lesson..FOC hehehe..
I can't hardly describe how beautiful Redang is ..all back to nature with inspiring skies, clean water, white sand, the beach and cool breezes at nite!
Thanks to you because took such a splendid and lively photos!!!I love it so much...

This is only chance for me to get away from all my worries about anything fretful...
Apart from that, I left a piece of my soul of on the island and can't wait to return~perhaps with special occassion :))

check tis out

Thursday, May 12, 2005


almost 2 weeks I haven't update my blog...probably because I was too busy to do that..yessssss I'm really busy with my tight schedule of work task!!!

one thing for sure is that I'm happy now with my more sad story and I hope it will keep remaining till the end...

tonite I will be departed to Terengganu..I'm gonna spent my weekend at Redang Island with my fellow friends and my loving cute justea..hehehe...only be back on Sunday...
trying to make this short break as a memorable experience and discover great excitement there!

To sofia yang "terbang" ke Indonesia~hope you enjoy ur holiday and have safe journey..jangan lupa barang pesanan gue..will miss ya:)